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Books: Finding Your Way in a Wild New World by Martha Beck Shift Into Freedom by Loch Kelly The Open Focus Brain by Les Fehmi and Jim Robbins Shift Happens by Robert Holden The Fear Cure by Lissa Rankin Loveability by Robert Holden Daring Greatly by Brene Brown Be Happy by Robert Holden Happier by Tal Ben Shahar Happiness Now by Robert Holden Flawd by Emily Anne Rigal The Untethered Soul by Michael A Singer The Rise of Superman by Steven Kotler Letting Go by David R Hawkins The Tappin Solution by Nick Ortner Angel Prayers by Kyle Gray I Can See Clearly Now by Dr. Wayne Dyer Life Loves You by Loise Hay and Robert Holden Wishes Fulfilled by Dr. Wayne Dyer Choose Yourself by James Altucher Dying to be Me by Anita Moorjani Love Never Dies by Dr. Jamie Turndorf The Priest and the Medium by Suzanne Giesemann The Surrender Experiment by Michael A Singer Proof of Heaven by Eben Alexander

Surrender? Oh, now I get it!

Well, it's been about 6 months since I posted. When we 1st arrived at our new home, I challenged myself to attend some spiritual & family events to make some new like minded friends. Additionally, due to my love of cosmetics & the change of climate, I immersed myself in researching the best products to use. I chose a new physician & dove into a new health regime, taking up most of my spare time, of which I plan to write about soon.  My new routine had me walking on beaches daily & diving into the Medical Mediums recommendations.

Mid-summer I found myself feeling unfulfilled. Letting my angels lead the way, I began seriously studying happiness. Dr. Robert Holden is one of my main happiness gurus. I marinated in his Hay House Shift Happens and Coaching Happiness courses! I was getting in touch with my Eternal Loveliness and my Bliss! 
While learning about true happiness, I stumbled upon a book called Letting Go: The Pathway of Surrender, by David R Hawkins at the sam…

#ImNoAngel #ImNoModelEither #IAmProudToBeMe

Here's the deal...get real people of all different shapes & sizes out there. Embrace your body! If 10 of my friends post a black & white selfie in their underclothes with the tags #ImNoAngel and  #ImNoModelEither#IAmProudToBeMe, then I will too. I'm so tired of my body hating...I've actually been nervous that summer in FL will be so humid that my fave dolman tops (they cover my upper arms) will be too hot & I might end up having to feel humiliated wearing sleeveless tops...honest, I've been quite pre-occupied with that, even whilst saying angel prayers. I've found people I look up to spiritually are still quite judgmental about those of us that are plus-size...I know the same thing happens to people that are extremely thin too & the focus should be on health, not shape or size & frankly, if someone chooses to do something that is not viewed as healthy, that is their choice. I gave up judging others a while ago & will do my best to stop jud…

Cleansing Energy

We just moved homes & cleared our energy of the house we sold, intending to leave only love behind. My oldest son passed a few years go, he was at my parents house when he transitioned, but I had bunches of his belongings at the house we just moved from & he did live there once too, so I gathered all hid items to take to our new home and cleared his energy from that house, also. We are still getting settled in our new space. The 3 of us & our fur babies are all energy sensitive. We all seemed to sense something benevolent, female, from earlier generations at the new house, so I did a house cleansing, both inside & out, using Tibetan bowls & smudging with sage with intention of assisting moving any remaining energy on its healing path, even asking my husband to climb into the rafters. Then I Violet Flamed some salt & sprinkled it along windowsills & across doorways. We set our intentions on love and not fear. We all slept much better after this.

After the h…

Manifesting a Miracle

At this time last year, a combination of health problems and extremely cold weather resulted in me missing a lot of work, using up leave balances, continuously going from one specialist to another, spending a fortune on medical appointments and feeling quite cruddy.

My manager at work and I spoke about the possibility of me filing for a disability retirement, which I really didn't want to do. She suggested I put in for reasonable accommodations, including a change in location to a warmer climate. 
During the last year, I did a lot of affirmative prayers, resulting many times in saying several affirmative prayers, a day. Examples of my affirmative prayers are shown at the end of almost every blog post and on the Facebook pages I manage.
I kept affirming that I would end up in a geographical location, home, and job that was in the highest good of all. At times, it was very difficult and extremely stressful. Yet, I kept faith, hope & the belief alive that I was in the process of …


I've always hated goodbyes...from being left for the day at preschool to moving cross country...for a dozen years I was a road warrior at work and just leaving home for a night was hard for the 1st decade. So saying goodbye up close & personal was more than I could stand leaving home today. I just stuffed the emotions down...I told the house and garden that I loved them and was taking their spirit with me, but I couldn't look back & walk around, nor could I bring myself to plan a little farewell anything. Except for my next door neighbor, I couldn't even give a goodbye hug to any of my friends...I was going to stop by my office & turn in my cabinet key and key fob, but that would have involved face to face goodbyes, so I will mail them back. I used to think it was silly when you'd hear or read about someone who avoided a farewell gesture because it gave closure, but I understand now. 

So I will say Namaste (the good in me honors the good in you)
Thank you Arc…

Frozen Skin

Chicas of a certain age that wear cosmetics experiencing the extreme weather of this week, if you looked in the mirror & thought what the heck is wrong with my foundation?! Then you analyzed your GUYS SOME OF DO THIS!!  Fret not, it is not your products or routine, but Mother Nature. I decided to concentrate on my eyes, slather the rest of my face in moisturizer (if you notice extra exfoliation, your skin is not molting just getting rid of that extra dead from the extra cold) then found some awesome Josie Maran Argon sticks and slathered them everywhere as well! Once the weather is back to "normal winter" you skin will slowly also return to normal.

Angelic Support

What I know for sure is that there will be circumstances that arise that we do not wish to go through and the Angels are always here to assist with the good and not so good. We just let them know we need support. I chose to do this as affirmative prayers of gratitude, as if the help I seek has already been delivered. This method removes fear from the situation.

There are certain times when we need to experience something. These are lessons, things we wanted to learn before we were born. In these circumstances the Angels cannot prevent the lesson, however, they can support us through it. 
So when stating my prayer, I like to imagine what I want or something better for the highest good of all. I imagine the feeling that I want to feel when the situation has concluded. This helps guide along the spiritual laws of free will/choice, attraction, manifestation and grace.
Thank you Angels for always being there to support me through everything. I am grateful that you continually lead me towar…

Soul Healing: Going Within

On Thursday, 2/12, I had a more difficult time waking & getting up. It just felt like I had no energy. I dove silently into my work as a Department of Defense, Management Analyst at my normal start time of 8 a.m. After about 1.5 hours, I really began feeling super sluggish. I noticed my eyes were stinging and watery. I decided I needed to listen to my body, so I sent a request to use leave to my manager. I set my Out of Office message for email and started wrapping up for the day. I had only worked 2 of my planned 9 hours.

I went to tell my husband I was taking off work ,as I wasn't feeling well, when I noticed my voice was gone. I had a virus a couple of weeks ago & felt the effects of it lingering on, like swollen glands. I've been diagnosed with autoimmune, as I have a speckled ANA pattern. Last year I was going to doctors to attempt to narrow that diagnosis down, as well as, treat some spine problems. It was getting expensive and time consuming. We are hoping a mov…

Where Does Fear Go?

Do you ever stop and look at all the feelings and fears you hide from? Do you ever hide your fear because spiritually you have been told fear is the opposite of love, so you want to choose love? But does the fear really go away or is it just suppressed, pushed down, hidden where you don't see or feel it, but it's really just lingering beneath the surface? How do you know if you conquered it or put it into remission?
Maybe it is time to stop judging even these dark parts of yourself & just acknowledge and accept that you have some fear.
Maybe now is the time to bring your ears to the light so they can move on.
What will you be without your fears? 

Dear Angels, thank you for helping me to be courageous in all situations and to always choose unconditional love, being mindful and aware of my feelings. And so it is.

Makeup Maniac

Why did I go gaga for Younique? To start with I don't like direct sales...I was an Avon Lady & it took over my life, twice! I also sold candles a few years ago & found it kind of overwhelming, so I shied away from another what seemed to be Avon or Mary Kay thing...but I am a cosmetic junkie. 
The love affair began for me at a young age. My mom had been a model & when I was little I loved playing with her cosmetic samples, plus there was this awesome brand called Tinkerbell...yeah I've always been into fairies as you may know, but this brand made cosmetics for little girls...I'd eye up what I wanted at the pharmacy then start talking about and then a special day would arrive when I'd either get to purchase it or I'd receive it as a gift or surprise! That was pre-school! In elementary school it was the strawberry scented lip glosses & my Nanny's sparkly light blue the time I was 12 I could where all the make up I wanted...I would'…

Balancin' Boundaries

I'm in the mood for B, B, B words!
Balance and boundaries, baby!
Huge themes in my life. A big part of balance for me is moderation & it includes boundaries. They wrap around each other, twisting and turning. Presenting me with challenges everywhere I turn.
I have a hard time putting the breaks on and shifting gears...if I'm doing a project at work and it's time to do something else...say like eat lunch or use the restroom...I have a hard time pulling myself away from what I'm doing. This can cause all sorts of problems, like being late or even giving myself a bladder infection.
Then there is the concept of boundaries, that took me a long time to even grasp the concept of...I think the only ones that I've had consistently understood from a really young age on is that you close and lock the bathroom door when you are using the toilet and bathing and also you close the door when you change change your clothes.  That's about it. 
So when you put these two items tog…

Doubting self

When you get sick do you push yourself too hard? I tend to do that. Like voice is gone, I'm all congested, it's difficult to think straight. My head feels light & heavy at the same time and I'm fatigued. I don't think I have a fever but haven't taken my temperature. I have teeny, tiny little ulcers in my mouth. While I know I have a virus, I just kept on working today. I tell myself that I am just fine and doubt my symptoms and just keep on working. 
I have a book by Cheryl Richardson about Extreme Self Care that was recommended to me by some friends and I really need to read it.
Does anyone else do this? Just ignore the signs that your body gives you and keep on going?
Thank you Angels for reminding me to listen to my body when it needs rest. Thank you for bathing me in healing light. And so it is.

Self Love

Everyone wants to be validated. It starts with acknowledging & validating yourself. You need to find to a sense of love & compassion for yourself. It is good to have it for the entire world, but not until you have it for yourself, as well, will you find true happiness & peace of mind. Your life purpose is to unconditionally love all, including you
Don't let this thought cause you discomfort. If you do feel a bit uncomfortable with the thought it's due either to limiting beliefs that were instilled In from family or society and from your ego trying to make you feel less than.
That's OK, just acknowledge it and then know you have some work to do in this area. Archangel Chamuel can help you with love for self and learning unconditional Divne love for all.
Just state something similar to: "Archanel Chamuel thank you for helping me to fully love and accept myself and to learn how to love and be loved unconditionally for the highest good of all. And so it is."


Feeling mixed emotions flooding through me...part of me like we are kids going away to camp...At the same time like we are being released from the constraints of a walled in town where everything repeats like Groundhog Day, except the kids do get older very quickly...then again venturing out where our souls call us to go a bit unknown, yet quite safe, the beginning of our next chapter...and we stand at the precious door finding just the right keys to put into the lock, knowing it will fully open during the next month with anxious anticipation, ready to cross the threshold.
Thank you Angels for helping me to stay aware and mindful of my emotions and for assisting in the manifestation of our move.

Why is it difficult to get intuitive info about yourself?

Thought patterns can stop you from hearing your intuition. Boy does this happen to me a lot. It's attributable to more than just doubt, too.

We all have blind spots in our intuition about ourselves. Our 1st chakra doesn't want hear input about our family, 2nd doesn't want to hear about our partner or money, 3rd doesn't want to hear about our job, 4th doesn't want to hear parts about our children, 5th doesn't want to hear about the way we talk to people, 6th doesn't want to hear about the way we think, 7th doesn't want input from the higher self/Divine about how we are heading in life because any of these things can involve changing. 

Change is anxiety provoking. Like we're getting ready right now to move from Marland to Florida and while it's exciting & will help my physical well being, the change is pretty huge. We are planning to donate most, if not all of our furniture and being human, nervousness creeps up.

Anxiety & intuition are wired…

I Freakin Love Angels!

I took Charles’ ACP (Certified Angel Practitioner) class in New Jersey, March 2011. Since the class, the angels guided me to form groups on Facebook so like minded folks could all come together .

 My oldest passed in 2007. After that The urge to work with the angels grew so strong & intense by January 2011 I knew I had to do something more about it. I knew I was connecting with them but I needed a few more tools and experiences to know how to make the connection firmer. The best instruction/communication that I have had has been in group settings. They seem to act as a catalyst to start the motor. I knew that once my channel is completely there that it would become personalized.

The constant urging, pulling desire, in the most beautiful way got so strong! It started in a big way for me spring2010, got more intense in September 2010 & by January 2011 it was almost constantly on my mind.

In 2010, I was given so many signs:
- finding an angel necklace that I do not ever recall purcha…

From Darkness to Light

Originally posted as a Note on my Facebook wall in 2010.

OK, so people have asked how did I get involved with things that I post like affirmations. Well, to get you started off on my path, 1st I suggest you read a blog I wrote about my oldest son who passed away. Up to the point where that begins I come from a family w/a Jewish father (who is not a practicing Jew, but some of his elder family members were) & Christian mother. I went to Presbyterian Elementary school, Catholic College Prep & Lutheran University. I was a single mother who did a bit of church hopping when my oldest was young & decided to join the Church of Latter Day Saints (Mormon) because of their family values (I had a hard time w/the polygamy in their past).
So now read my blog & I'll try to fill in the gaps from where that ends up to now:
Here's one on my other child (he's been called a "crystal" child & I think my other son was an "ind…